One day blends into another and I’m standing a week later, a month, a year… Time doesn’t make sense anymore. It hasn’t for a while, but it’s only now that I’m realizing just how far off it seems.
I sink into the dark, then come back up bobbing in the water. Up. Down. Then it starts all over again.
Some days shine brighter than others, some my light is dim, but it’s still there. I’m still here.
This time. This moment.
The sun peeks out over the horizon and cuts through the fog. My eyes are closed and I feel the warmth, the cool, all the conflicting things that don’t make any sense, yet somehow all come together to make me who I am.