I was helping in the Sunday school classroom this past weekend. At the end of it a little boy said that the made a new friend, the lead teacher asked him who it was, and he pointed to me.
He had helped me clean up, and I played with him some at the beginning of the class, but we didn’t interact a whole lot besides that. And it just got me thinking. It does feel nice to be chosen, and to know that at least on some level we have an impact on those around us. Even small things can mean so much.
I want to help others feel chosen and loved, and I suppose in some way I must have helped this little boy feel that way. And that’s how it works with God. We love because He first loved us.
God isn’t cruel or harsh, though we can project a lot of gunk from the world and sinful people onto Him. God is merciful and kind, and He gently restores us and shows us His love… when we’ll let Him.
I’ve thought a lot lately about receiving love. And how many times we block it, and don’t feel it because we can’t receive it. I know I’ve blocked others and pushed them away, unable to accept their love, and therefore end up not feeling it, even though it’s clearly there.
Then there have been other times that I’ve tried and pushed and given people chances far after I should have closed the door because I wanted love to be there even though it wasn’t.
I don’t really know what I’m saying, but love is a funny thing. And being chosen, that can feel a lot like love. Sometimes it is, sometimes it isn’t. But God is always faithful, and He’s always kind, and He’s always standing there, waiting for us to reach back out to Him, waiting for us to receive the love He so greatly wants to give. God doesn’t want us to go through this life alone.
Our view of God often says more about us than it does about Him.
It’s so easy to be cynical and allow the dysfunction of the world or the people around us to taint our view of God. And it’s so sad because in doing so, we push away the One who loves us most. We project judgement onto God, when what God really wants for us is love. Do we rest secure in that love, or do we push it away and reject it?